have you ever felt so lost ? have you felt so low? do you believe in angels? i do. they have been around me all the time. in my school in my home in my outside life in my church. they were all i need to keep me alive. angels.angels.angels

ok woah.. on fri night i hang out with my fantastic friends again.. i was at kbox.. haha then me ler and wen was there first.. woah woah woah.. it was major fun!!! we were singing our hearts out.. not until cherie and rach and rach's fam came.. we shy away immediately. haha but all it took was an hour before we got shameless again. singing like no one's business. around 2 am cherie rach and her fam left. so it was us to start off and end off haha it was pure madness. ler wanted to hear her songagain and again.. but it was damn fun!! cos we wanted to make full use of how much we paid. it was 30 freaking bucks. we had no more money to play after that day.. so we played like crazy.

then we sat at 7-11 eating sandwiches becos we were so broke and cant eat prata. sorry ler cant meet your zero!!! i was discussing with them about the random use of vulgarities.. its like why do people scold in hokkien? scolding each other's private parts? i mean dun they think its amusing to do that? haha scolding each other's vagina n penis?denthere is the word fuck which is often used.. why do people scold each other to go have sex? isnt having sex a nice thing? not that i have it before.. but ya whats up with that mans? so the next time when someone seems to be swearing and cursing in private parts and having sex just laugh at them!! cos its dumb!! haha how about going back to basics. scolding simple words like "stupid" "dumb" etc.. at least if you do that you would be getting your message across. no use trying to scold each other in weird language that doesnt even make sense.. it only shows how stupid you are!!!

so my days of fun is over. and my results should be out on tues. afraid i am and just not confident i wld get what i want. however what is done is done i just got to be perpared for the worst. there is no one to blame for my results. only myself to blame.i am just praying for the best. hoping that whatever that comes doesnt hit me hard.

back to my angels. i know they come and go. but during that special moment they have kept me alive with happiness. their smiles are unique and one of a kind. no one can replica or replace it. they need not be good and there all the times. i am just glad they were once in my life. that they have been the spirit for me when i am weak! thank you angels and love you all always. those near and far..