then i was sitting there happily with myself and enjoying the moments i have with myself.
a sudden thought ran through my brains and i remembered those times.
many times we choose to ignore it and to bury it
but now that it has resurface it is time to face it
to either let go or let myself in...

monday is gonna be my dearest couple, rachel and cherie anniversary!!! the third year now and many more years ahead.. the sweetest thing about them is things that they do not say and things they do not do. it is the small actions of giving in and tolerating each other that makes the people around them go awww.... as a group of friends we have watched the way they quarrel, make up and even fall apart... so many hugs and "kisses" (not real kisses) haha