growing up

sometimes its such a painful chore to grow up. i get frustrated at times when people aske me to grow u be more mature. i like being a kid. yes i admit that i have used the pharse "grow up and be more mature" on some people before. so yes its a pay back time i guess. there are times we need to realise we must grow up and take a mature point of view. i also admit its not easy. sometimes i just wanna get piss off at every single thing yet i have to be logical and realise i should react this way.

crying is not being immature. it is what you are crying for that might be immature. crying is a healthy emotion. its a form of letting it all out e.gwhen ya are sad just by crying makes one feel much better.its like the tears are filled with ur sadness and when ya cry ya let it flow out of you. i like crying sometimes it helps me release the bad feelings in me.i havent quite had the feeling of being so happy till i am crying.so to me i relate crying as a sad thing.to me tears are the silent language for grief.


Heaven knows we need never be ashamed of our tears, for they are rain upon the blinding dust of earth, overlying our hard hearts. ~Charles Dickens, Great Expectations, 1860