going out with friends

i finally found my favourite place after two doors has closed down. its DAYBED. super nice nice place i like i like.. i havent liked a place as much for a long time. nice nice. but i still perfer two doors.
hanging out with friends these days has been quite a busy thing for me. i have fallen ill. had my cough first and it got worse. now i am having a flu. oh mans. too little sleep can cause a lot of damage to my body and brains. i start thinking of nonsense stuff. damn crap. i need to rest my mind.
i am losing patience with myself. i realise that i know what i should not be doing yet i still do it and i cant seem to stop it. word vomit. i hate it. i gonna change and get back to myself again. for now i just got to stay calm and listen to my close friends. i need to take control of my life again.
my dearest friend is flying to brunei for a year. i will miss him a lot a lot. goodbye moon.. take care.