i think the sadness does not come from the fact that i know u are never there. but it comes from the fact that i can never be part of your life. i guess thats how i would feel if i like someone and know that we are worlds apart. its werid to have feelings for someone more than a friend. i always tot how is it formed?? such werid feelings?? is it overnight?or is it after what he did? i feel lost when i like someone. u dunno what u shld do next. afraid that he might know the truth but yet ya wanna let him know. hoping hoping that he might feel the same way too. but then realisation hits you hard and deep. u suddenly realise its never going to happen. that friends or even less were all you could be. lost sadness anger comes in. lost to what ya shld do next, give up or continue to fight a losing battle? sadness over the fact that all hope for that chance is gone. anger cause all ya have been wishing and praying for didnt come true. but worse would be hurt. why do ppl like each other knowing there is a 50-50 chance of being hurt. that no matter how hard they try there might never be a "happily ever after". though i might question and know what to expect from liking someone. i would still place myself up in front of the battlefield and hope i wld not die.