i had prayer meet today.. i guess it was good that i when.. after all that results and shit stuff happening i guess i needed some boost in my life.. and it came from my prayer meet..

sometimes i guess God doesnt really play a part in my life cos i am so caught up with other stuff that i tend to forget someone who is spiritually there but not physically there.i kinda of miss just praising him and forgetting everything else.. it felt really good.. its a whole diff kind of peace and happiness that reality cant buy..its a kind of thingy that is so diffcult to explain by words. i guess its when ya experience it ya would then get what i mean..

sometimes living in reality is so difficult.. coping with the stress then with the feelings woah.. so much there is to handle in such a short life.. sometimes i sit back and watch how people buzz around and worry about everything. thats when you realise that you arent the only one facing crazy problems each day.. so does billions of people have to cope with their problems. then i start to realise how lucky i am to not be rushing around, to have enough food to eat,to have clothes to wear, to have an education ,to have ppl ard me who care and love me... wow and many more blessings.. thats why we should love life.. i hope i am making sense..