well well well..i think mos is kinda of a jinx to me. haha havent had a truly fully fun time there yet. thats like freaking weird. there seem that everytime i go there, i would always be pissed and be pushed around. luckily at the end of it i still got my best friend to complain to and to confront her as well.. haha if i was piss with her la. but that rarely happens cos i cant be pissed with her for too long. haha but in a whole i still think its fun and all. i better start saving money mans. i cant be spending it on food drinks and clubbing. i did save a bit just that must save more. haha
i think pmsing is not good. it makes me think of things that probably is not worth thinking of. but i cant do much about it. it just comes. haha thats like so freaking irritating. i am just typing all that is on my mind. random thoughts
work has been quite frustrating for me. the person who i though was ok all along turn out to be the worse. but then the person i thought was not good turn out to be not bad after all. but still cant help it. so irritating cans! i am just too lazy to find another job and i mean a few more months and i can be off. so why bother with such people? i just go there work smile a bit and leave with cash in my hands. i guess its a test for the future. there would be much worser people than these people i met.so bear with it and get over it.
have you ever doubted the friends around you? whether they are being friends with you for a motive? i guess all these evil thoughts are getting into my head and i slowly becoming more cautious of the people around me. of course there are friends that i know i can count on or at least i think. come to think of it, its quite a scary thought being alone without any friends to talk to. i just hope that the friends i hold close to my heart would be true. how i wish i was back in kindergarden? where all these worries can be left behind?