another friday..so soon.. its scary how time is passing so quickly that i feel that i cant catch up somehow. had a horrible day on thurs. i didnt know how to cope with the little time i had and the heavy workload on me. i was worn out. felt like quitting. those moments of slience i had to myself were so important. "deep breath crystal deep breath" those were the words i said sliently to myself. forcing those feelings back in my system. food was horrible as well. guess in total all was just bad. however i got over it after a few hours of agony. i dunno if people around me cared. it was obvious they knew i was not myself. but none came to say anything to me. does being a good friend give you the excuse that u assume u know me well enough to know what i want. no one is to blame actually.. cos if i had really need someone i should have spoke up. however sometimes words arent needed to comfort someone. i know my church friends would step up and hug me so tightly as if that was their last. actually its time to realise that u can rely on no one except God and yourself. that everyone around you are just temporary beings. its sad but thats the fact. okkokk enough of the sad stuff

on wed took some class pics.. it was great having everyone gathered together to do smth. i just felt really happy. a class that i have spent less than 2 years with so far. but the countless experiences with each individual be it bad or good would be memories i would keep. thanks 04S14!! you will always be remembered.