Overjoyed Stevie Wonder

Over time, I've building my castle of love
Just for two, though you never knew you were my reason
I've gone much too far for you now to say
That I've got to throw my castle away

Over dreams, I have picked out a perfect come true
Though you never knew it was of you I've been dreaming
The sandman has come from too far away
For you to say come back some other day

And though you don't believe that they do
They do come true
For did my dreams
Come true when I looked at you
And maybe too, if you would believe
You too might be
Overjoyed, over loved, over me

Over hearts, I have painfully turned every stone
Just to find, I had found what I've searched to discover
I've come much too far for me now to find
The love that I've sought can never be mine

And though you don't believe that they do
They do come true
For did my dreams
Come true when I looked at you
And maybe too, if you would believe
You too might be
Overjoyed, over loved, over me

And though the odds say improbable
What do they know
For in romance
All true love needs is a chance
And maybe with a chance you will find
You too like I
Overjoyed, over loved, over you, over you

i was listening to this song over the radio.. woah.. nice song. well what can i say?? i have decided that to be overjoyed, over loved and finally over you.

i am so so so so bored!!!! i have to do my studying but i have not done any for the day yet.. oh mans.. i am so lazy.. anyways this is to promote for my school's drama night... i am the stage manager for it.. i very much hope for everyone to come support...

UNMASKED

venue:TPJC AUDI

time:7.15PM

date:12/08/05

i back from retreat.. so fun it was.. got to catch up with good friends that i had not talked for so long. i really miss them.. now i am missing retreat.. how i wish i could just go back to that kind of carefree life.. wouldnt it be so good.. ?? well i guess i have to stop dreaming and start my studying or else i will be doomed..

during the retreat.. i learnt so much. its really so great to have friends around you who care for u so much. its like as though they were your little angels.. i really needed it and they were just there.. listening to me talk and laugh. my life will never be the same if they were not there to support me. i really miss them so much.. i really miss the joy and fun we had.. cant wait for year end camp mans..

i havent really got back to study mood yet.. quite screwed la..probably all my classmates are just studying till their brains explode.. and me still slacking away.. haha i think i better go study soon mans

some friendships are based on uility and some on pleasure. some people are our friends becos they are useful to us, others becos their company brings us pleasure. perfect friendship: a desire to bring good to the other becos one loves that person, and not for any expectation of return. one no longer keeps accounts of the exchanges back and forth, no longer cares who owes a favour, who gave the larger gift. advantage of this sort are forgotten. "in friendship based on goodness there are no complaints, for the measure of the benefit seems to be the intention of the giver" perfect friends have acheived that state where it is truly more blessed to give than to receive; consequently in such friendships no complaints are heard about not receiveing enough.

adapted from a book i read..

i stared blankly into space hoping i could forget you.. closing my eyes wishing for that day for someone to replace you so that i don't have to miss you anymore. hmm this is a direct translated verison from a jay chou song which i thought was very nice..

last night i could not fall asleep again.. its one of those sleepless nights that keep ya awake thinking about something. i wanted to make use of that time to study but i could not concentrate.. oh mans another wasted night.

yesterday my mum was damn funny.. this is what she said and i code " the weather is so hot. i want to go buy rojak" haha i mean whats the connection mum?? well me and sis just laughed and laughed. joke of the day mans.. rojak does not make you cooler?? haha damn funny..

today my retreat starts. its at bukit batok.. well i cant wait for it.. hmm doubt i would study much.. i think i need this time off. i need to come back with a focus mind. i think thats what that has been lacking..

i watched lost last night.. cool show mans.. one of the most exciting serial show i ever watched.. many complications i must say.. so for those who didnt watch the first epi ya wld probably find it hard to catch up.. after that was one tree hill.. my favourite.. though it might not be that exciting but it is still my favourite.. awww....

anywAys i figure i should not like put the song on my blog.. hmm.. anyways i wanna say a big big big thank you to my best friend wen.. she is the onewho helped me revamp my blog.. special credits to my younger sister cindy (who wanted her name to be huge!!!) for helping me find this template.. thanks mans.. i know how fussy i am about all this and all.. but ya mans.. ya all still helped me.. so thanks thanks..

when the stars go blue

the song on my welcome page is "When The Stars Go Blue". i am trying to put the song on my blog.. hmm however i know how irritating sometimes it might be if you are listening to your own music.. well just bear with it.. its a nice song.. my fav song now.. haha i have to thank ler and han for this song.. they were the ones who introduced me to this song.. its great mans.. thanks mans.. well this song is from One Tree Hill.. for those who dun watch this show... YOU BETTER START WATCHING.. its on thurs nights ch5 after OC..

here without you

A hundred days had made me older since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lights had made me colder and I don’t think I can look at this the
same
But all the miles had separate
They disappeared now when I’m dreaming of your face

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it’s only you and me

The miles just keep rolling as the people either way to say hello
I hear this life is overrated but I hope it gets better as we go

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
it gets hard but it won’t take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it’s all said and done
it get hard but it won’t take away my love

2-door

wow wow.. ya i could not resist it.. i went out last night.. yeah and of cos i went to 2-door fantastic place mans.. love it.. though half way we got irritated cos the table next to us was occupied by a rowdy overaged adults.. so ya but we finally got rid of them and had the level to ourselves.. yah its only two tables on that platform above the 4th floor leading to a small kitchen where drinks were delivered by the "lift"..haha cool huh.. anyways me and my friends were checking this waiter out.. apparently he is the only chinese i seen working there.. haha so ya as usual my silly bunch of frens keep teasing.. haha but i was not even interested in him la.. he kept looking over our table. i wonder why.. it seems he was looking at rachel haha i really thought so..anyways it was damn fun a night at 2-door.. i wanna go again soon!!!anyways after that we went eat prata prata.. me ler and wen..haha i laugh until my stomach pain can.. haha ler and her zero and sliver!!! this two indian men who she tot was so cute.. she damn funny la.. and then the guy who took our order was just also the funniest.. apparently none of us could understand what he wanted.. all we want was 3 egg prata and 3 teh terik..haha it turned out to be 1 cheese and two egg.. but well we still ate it all up.. yummy!!

today i studied at the airport with my two good pals eileen and dawn.. i like hanging out with them.. though sometimes we have our arugments but deep down one thing will never change.. that all 3 of us cherish this friendship alot.. i love them and thank them for being there for me..i still remember the quarrel i had with one of them.. all i have to say is i am really sorry.. i guess i neglected about the feelings of other people and thought only for myself.. i did not try to give in or give anyone a chance.. yup but lets put this in the past.. take it as a challenge we overcome.. perhaps through this we can grow closer together and cherish each other more. though i cant promise that in future i wld not quarrel with them but at least i know that with them around i will not be crying alone.hmm they taught me many stuff which i have not learnt being in a all girls school.. though sometimes they piss me off but most of the times they they are just so nice i forget about their weakness.. i think thats the beauty of friendship.. u know each other's weakness but you do not judge each other base on that.. thanks again.. love ya

     when we were young..sisters for life!!!

out of my head

Was I out of my head? Was I out of my mind?
How could I have ever been so blind?
I was waiting for an indication
It was hard to find
Don't matter what I say only what I do
I never mean to do bad things to you
So quiet but I finally woke up
If you're sad then it's time you spoke up too

what a night!!! wow.. i dunno if its a relief or otherwise. no doubt i am sad but i guess its all out now that i should just let time do its job. thanks for everything.. and not forgetting my friends my wonderful dearest friends...