what a day!
today was my first day at work. i felt so out of touch with waitressing and stuff after not doing it for like 4 mths. like there were so many things i was lost at. unfamiliar faces. was just not my best of days. perhaps it will be better on thurs! tml is my off day so i can like slack slack at home. how i wish i was rich and didnt have to earn bucks.
i bought this pair of strawberry earrings. so sweet... i like can. haha no i didnt buy it. haha my best friend bought it. damn funny cans. it was one of those weird things i suggested again. but i love those earrings. i got so many earrings mans. time to count how many i have. i think about 20 pairs. haha
i need coffee. damn my coffee mate is not free now. which means home made coffee... sigh. Java chips i will come soon...

Find your own pose!

picture at daybed. music good. atmosphere better. fun more. laughter filled. comfort superb.

yup hanged out last night and watched mission impossible 3 haha well a movie worht just spending time. not fantastic but worth spending the time i guess. haha i miss hanging out like the way we do last time.. it was immense fun. haha though at times it can get bored but those times when we all had fun was so much more. ler you better come out soon k.. stop hiding at home.

i am now confused. i have a few choices i have to make. i feel that i am like i am financially broke. haha. like those working adults the fear of not having enough money to spent and to buy the things i want. i am currently like jobless.. haha though i am starting school in august which means just abt 3 mths of fun. i wanna go and do many things.. just gotta to get a job quick quick.go crystal!!!

going out with friends

i finally found my favourite place after two doors has closed down. its DAYBED. super nice nice place i like i like.. i havent liked a place as much for a long time. nice nice. but i still perfer two doors.
hanging out with friends these days has been quite a busy thing for me. i have fallen ill. had my cough first and it got worse. now i am having a flu. oh mans. too little sleep can cause a lot of damage to my body and brains. i start thinking of nonsense stuff. damn crap. i need to rest my mind.
i am losing patience with myself. i realise that i know what i should not be doing yet i still do it and i cant seem to stop it. word vomit. i hate it. i gonna change and get back to myself again. for now i just got to stay calm and listen to my close friends. i need to take control of my life again.
my dearest friend is flying to brunei for a year. i will miss him a lot a lot. goodbye moon.. take care.

have you ever..

have you ever dreamt or rather day dream/night dream (a dream that you are totally aware of ) about something so unrealistic..
i had.
i have been thinking about it for the longest time.
i wonder if it can ever be actually true.
i love dreams.
dreams give me the freedom to think in whatever way i want.
i dreamt about you and me.
everything seems so perfect in that dream.
but is it perfect in your dream?

have been blogging a lot for the past two days. just to keep those that read my blog busy reading. had the time to just chill at home listen to music and just blog. havent done that since a long time. haha i have got a confession to make. only my best friend knows about it. haha have been checking out someone's blog for quite a while. haha i guess its like the 1st time i actually bother gonna check out a "stranger's" blog. the stuff there is really worth reading. haha quite exciting actually.. well well nah not telling who is it. haha secret secret. *wink wink*
i think blogging is good. it helps one to stay connected with someone else in a different way. its like you know what this person is up to without having to communicate at all. but i have got to be careful what i blog. never know who would be reading this. now that i kinda of realise how i am linked to other people's blog i am quite scared.
good news. i have got admitted into nus arts and social science faculty and smu bachelor of social science. i am so happy. however i not too sure which school i wanna go. for now, i am very tempted to go to smu. there are just so many factors drawing me towards there. but but i dunno. i dun wanna make a rash decision. i wanna think about it and be patient about it. this is so unlike me. being patient and not doing things on impulse. cant wait to get it settled.

“Most of our life is a series of images. They pass us by like towns on the highway. But sometimes a moment stuns us as it happens. And we know that this instant is more than a fleeting image. We know that this moment, every part of it, will live on forever.” – one tree hill

day dreaming.
i am listening to a song and unknowningly i am smiling as the song plays.
how silly.

exhausted from lack of sleep and too much of last night.
i cant help it realising how such simple things touches one heart.
if i could i would never wanna sleep
i wanna spent every single moment enjoying life
searching
discovering
loving
wondering
exploring
experiencing
realising
growing
believeing
and dreaming....

it all be better tommorrow

The last of One Tree Hill season 3

"William Shakespeare wrote,'Love is not love which alters when an alteration finds it is an ever-fixed mark, That looks on tempests and is never shaken...' Love alters not with time brief hours or weeks but bears it out even to the edge of doom."-Lucas Scott

i finally did my dancing.. woohooo.. i love my friends. thanks for just being around. i needed it mans.. paul oakenfold.. woohoo..he was good. but i still like paul van dyke.. haha haha last night was crazy. dance till the night falls mans. it all started with drinking then before we knew it we were dancing dancing dancing. haha all through the night. and me and rachel went right to the dj console haha that was the funniest. we were there and i was trying to get a photo of the dj. haha i hope we got one at least. rach shook his hand for dunno how long and i was like only touching it cos for at least a min (which is damn long) he was holding her hand. haha it totally made her night mans.
yesterday was my last day of work again. yeah got a break now. haha my work mates gave me a treat to kbox. it was so sweet of them. at first i didnt wanna go i was afraid of spending too much money for that night. they were a fun group of friends though the age gap was like woohoo like wide.. the songs they pick were not those i really knew or rather wasnt my era. haha but it was nice to see everyone enjoying themselves.
i just watched season finale of one tree hill season 3.. oh my gosh. its the best ever. i love it. the drama was so so so good. i really cant wait for season 4 to be out. oh my i really love the show. it ended with a big bang mans. i am dying to know what happens in season 4. hurry hurry. the sow is just so fantastic.

i just watched one tree hill season 3 the latest episode.oh my my.. chad michael murray is so so hot. hahaha he is really the one guy mans.. oh well.. but i cant wait to watch the next episode it is so exciting. my favourite drama serial of all time.
well i went to do hair treatment today. my hair feels as soft as the feather. so nice cans. two weeks back i dyed my hair.. blonde streaks with ash brown as the base colour. the ash kinda of fades the blonde so its super nice. i love it.
back to work. let me say this just one last time, i will never be an accountant. the stress of figures is killing me. working at taka is really making me spent more money than i should. i think its time i save up for my mission trip. yes i am going for the mission trip that is held by my church. it has always been what i want. i just hope i could. i know i have to save for my uni but.. well i dunno... just gotta see how it goes.
i miss my friends. i havent hang out with them for many weeks. i miss those ktv sessions where we sneak in our drinks and sing till my throat sores. i miss them so much. i hope i get to meet them again. its been so so long.. sigh.. big hugs to all of them. honeydrew, strawberry, barney and rachel (haha i havent got a "name" for you yet i realise) i cant wait to go dancing with ya all again. lets go play soon k..

whats wrong in believing in fairy tales? doesn't it end with a happily ever after?