oh mans.. finally the holidays are all over.. no more late nights out singing my fav songs.. no more drinking.. sads sads.. time to go back to school and be a good kid..hopefully everything turns out ok.. damn scared.. hope i get to make new friends..

last night i went to kbox again.. drank quite a bit more.. haha but had loads of fun.. today work just was so tiring... was so happy to see some of my favourite customer.. oh actually one favourite customer.. its funny how some customers can really make your day.. all thanks to them..
school is gonna start and its so sians.. i hope all will like go well mans.. i hope i get to make friends new friends in my class and all... well i am so glad to have met a friend who acts the same as me and can go crazy like me.. we just totally can click mans.. Dor i am so happy to have known ya.. ya are damn funny la girl.. will see you soon soon.. love ya mans...
too tired to think of anything else
till then
ciao

everything quiets down..
i am tired la.. so sleepy everyday cans.. last night i went to kbox with my friends.. its the second time this week.. needed some extra boost in my life.. it has not been a fantastic week i guess.. have been caught up with orientation camp.. work and work and church stuff.. i am starting to lose faith in being who i am.. i was telling my friend how everyone has already judged me.. not in a very bad way but in a way such that a change in your personality would cause some to view ya differently.. sometimes its tiring to be the person everyone knew for so long.. but then i dun think its a good idea to change.. it requires much more effort and explanation to the people ard you.. and the worst is that you dunno who you are yourself.. you are unsure what you are seeing in the mirror.. what a terrible phase to be in.. hopefully all this growing up and thinking through would pass along fast.. i dun like being in this phase.. sucks..
life has its ups and downs.. my life is filled with this roller coaster mixture of feelings and experience.. what lies before me is uncertainty.. i hate being uncertain and not have control over my own life.. all this emotional shit is getting to me in a way too fast mode.. emotional has become a chore to me.. i dun like how people look at you when you are sad or emotional.. but i cant help being emotional. it is who i am.. so i rather be in that stage.. maybe not too often.. must be tough.. i am starting a new chapter in my life and i should be all set and ready to rock on.. haha
bah bah bah.. nothing much else to say
wondering when is the next time i will see you

its already august.. i cant believe it.. i am going to offically start school soon.. ahh... i am so afraid to meet new people.. thats it. i need to take a deep breathe.. build on courage.. i can do it!! time to make new friends.. haha
i am still missing my trip.. cant wait to go for another holiday.. my wen is like in hong kong now enjoying herself while i am in spore... bah.. haha i miss you best friend.. come home soon.. love love
well so school has been quite adminstrative nowadays.. dun like it.. boring.. then usually it clashes with my work.. so its like rush rush for me.. and i hate rushing around.. but i guess i have no choice.. got to save more money before school starts.. sigh.. well my laptop was hang after i bought it for two days old.. now my laptop is like my baby.. i am taking care of it so well.. i really hope it would be all fine for the next 3 years at least..
looks like it everyone ard me is having the flu virus.. eeee... scary.. i hope it doesnt get to me mans.. i hate flu.. well who likes it right? haha i am hoping for the best.. haha i hope that my jab would work though i doubt so.. haha
guess i shall put up a few more pics that i took in philippines.. i miss all of it.. i wanna save money and go again at the end of the year...